I am becoming emotionally undone by our church.
If I continue to attend, I fear that I will be doomed to emotional extinction.
You see for me, church has become a very unsafe place. I am no longer free to think, or to feel, or to be the person I know myself to be.
Without free will, without the freedom to express and to be the person God has made me to be, I am nothing more than an emotional and spiritual zombie.
Is this what Christ would have me be?
His zombie bride?
Deep in my heart, I know that God would not require this of me.
Why then, is my church?
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