Mystery.
Life is filled with mystery.
Or perhaps I should say, my life is "mystery filled". There is so much that goes on around and within me that I do not even pretend to understand it all.
On any given day, I see people do things and I ask myself, "Now why in the world are they doing that?"
As I watch my four year old dump Elmer's glue into her sister's ballet bag I wonder, "What in the world is this child thinking to do something like that?" As I read the paper, I wonder "How can people do those awful things to one another?"
Sometimes, I find that the wondering is more personal in nature. For example, why do I always feel as if I am on the outside looking in? Why do I never feel a "part" of things?
Even thought I am a Christ follower, I don't feel as if I am a "part" of the body of Christ. Although I participate and contribute in a variety of team settings, I never feel as if I am a "part" of the team.
Sometimes I wonder if I will I ever feel as if I belong....
I think most of us struggle with these kinds of questions at some point or other. Or at least I like to think we all do.
Mystery.
In the end, we are each left with the mystery filled life.
I don't want to waste too much time trying to figure out the incomprehesible. It's a fruitless endeavor. We can't know what is unknowable.
So, in the end, I choose to embrace the mystery. I live my life on purpose and let the mystery be what it is.
How about you? Do you live your life on purpose?
Monday, August 29, 2005
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we live as examples of life for others...
be they our kids,
our parents,
or our selves....
so to live with intent & awareness of mystery is a gift.....
may we all find that place in ourselves...
that place of mystery
.... that place of purpose
what a wonderful place to be
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